i'hn fehrink dha nubneth

so...things keep moving.
most noticeably time.

i feel like i'm teetering on the edge of something huge. i think we can all more or less figure out what that is...

i've reached a stage where i feel a silly sense of nothing. i'm just kind of hovering or floating in some sort of ethereal neutrality that surrounds me...if that makes any particular coherent sense.

there's so much that's been done...and yet so much that still has to happen. and i feel that there's so much that i've missed out on getting done that ought to have been done long ago, but still's not done... GAAAHHHHHH!

for instance, i realize that there are still some announcements that i haven't sent out...and i'm getting married in a week and 2-ish days. (good freak, batman...!)

in other news, i'm realizing that this condition is pretty much general in my life. it's not just a getting-married-in-a-month-ordeal issue. i kinda feel like i'm existing in this state of limbo in all things pertaining to my mortal existence. it's weird...mildly disconcerting...and overall just sort of makes me feel like my life is quickly getting nowhere.

that's about all i have on that for the moment. my mind is so not here right now...