crap... v.7.0

i'm not sure this actually qualifies as crap...but anyway:

i'm pretty sure that if i wanted to...i could find myself married before this time next year. the dilemma being, do i want to? oy...

ps...just ask if you want more specifics. keyword triggers (for my memory, since we all know how well it works...): vegas trip, text messages

developing situation... part 2

so...i called her back...
things are good.
i'm happy.
it feels normal again.
my brain is functional now.
it didn't work for a couple of hours on monday...
ask my manager.
she's good...
i'm happy.
i'm trying to figure out how to get to boise in the next few weeks...
i think i can work it out.

help...

developing situation...

yes...
well...
things are going well.
you remember kami?
yes...
well...
things are going very well...
so...you know how i called her up the other day...in february...after like 5 months of not really having spoken with her...yeah?
yes...
well...
things were still okay...almost a little awkward too.
i wasn't really sure how to process that.
i should have expected that things would change after such a long period of time...but i didn't want them to...
it scared me.
so i didn't call back for a while...
yes...
well...
the other night i'm at work, right?
i get a text message.
i open the message without seeing really who it's from...
i'm floored...
who is this gorgeous girl in the picture?
i read the message...
and close the text...
kami?
back to the picture...
wow...
...
wow...
...
wow...
...
..
.
that's about all that comes out.
i'm not sure how to react to this...
things like this don't happen to me.
and...
well...
wow.