yeah...

so...i think i spoke too soon about going on a date tonight. perhaps i should wait these things out before reporting on them. turns out she has a midterm that she forgot about tonight. so...yeah. and i just happen to be trusting enough (some would say gullible...) to buy that. i hate that sometimes...it would be so much easier to question and be negative. then i could be bitter and...and...yeah--stuff like that! bah! okay...i'm done ranting. thank you for listening, and have a wonderful [non-specific time modifier]. tchao.

oh yeah... Report...

so...after the last post, i realize that i may have forgotten to mention certain bits of relevant information...like the fact that i went on a "date" last thursday. it was a bit of a study date. it was fun. we studied a bit at the wilk...then we took a break. i was gonna buy her some foodstuffs (there is where the questionability of it as a "date" takes place...), but she talked me in to going back to her place where we made pancakes and hot chocolate. then we continued studying during the commercial breaks of corpse bride--good movie, by the way. yeah...so it was lots of fun. there was a certain degree of flirting going on...and stuff like that. yay!

i feel giddy...oh so giddy....

yeah...so i did it again. i asked my "prey"...? would that be an appropriate name? probably not... anyway--i asked her on a date for thursday...again. (though...technically she did it the first time...i just fed her the idea...) that seems to be a good day of the week with us. i hunted her down again after class (perhaps "prey" is the right term...) and we went to the library, where she was gonna study. i was just avoiding going to class because i was trying to ask her out... well, my nerves caught up with me before too much time passed...and i asked her to go with me to a french club activity--a halloween scavenger hunt thing. :) joy! the best part is she was excited to do it (or atleast pretending really well to be) . YES! i love my life. we're putting being a monk on hold for a while...atleast until one of my random fey moods decides to dominate the seemingly manic depressive rollercoaster which i like to call my emotions in relation to interactions with the female species.
wow...i'm such a freakin' pessimistic cynic.

Waves of Probability

so...i think quantum mechanics is my new favorite subject.
i mean, thinking about its application in the macroscopic world--that's just about as much fun as you can have.
also...when you get to spend time with a cute girl because of it, this doesn't hurt the situation much either...

crap... v.5.1.7

need i say more?

crap... v.4.0

yeah...so...i think i give up. i'm just gonna go back to being a monk. is that okay? i still have the plans for my island monastary. i'll let you guys come and visit. you can even bring the wives and kiddies along...no extra charge!
yes...this is what i've decided--atleast until around this time tomorrow night.
thus is my lot.
thus shall i be.
thus i remain.

Report...

so...friday i did one of those date things. it was good. we went to a musical performance, then for ice cream. there was converstation that insued afterward. much goodness. yes...
that is all.

crap... v.3.2.2

there seems to be no end.
there seems to be no solice.
there seems to be no logic.
there seems to be no thought.
there seems to be no reason.
there seems to be nothing...

crap... v.3.2.1

uh...yeah...
i certainly don't help myself with my own problems...that's for sure.
if anything, i'd say i dig them deeper and deeper and deeper.
this is what happens when i am left to my own devices...
do you guys even actually check this thing?
is this another case of i-didn't-tell-you-this-thing-exists? i hate it when that happens...
uh...i think that's all...sort of...for now...
i'm gonna go cry myself to sleep in the corner whilst rocking in the fetal position...bye.