renegation in order...

so as for the post crap v.7.0, i may need to take back the things that i said. the reasoning for this shall come forth in a future report...

Report...

yes...
yes...
yes...
quite...

so, i had a date on the 10th of this month. with a girl.
i think it's the first date that i've been on in, like, 2 months? yeah...

there's a guy from men's chorus that i'm pretty spiffy friends with...and he knows this girl. coincidentally, i also happen to know her--now--through him.

well...the other day, as i was walking along, i hear my name. i look around and see a tall, attractive blonde girl beckoning to me. naturally, i approached her. as she came into focus i saw that it was this particular girl. we had a lovely conversation, during the course of which i admitted i hadn't been on a date in some two months--due to my femmophobia.
she proceeded to say, "would you go out with me?"
"yes."
the conversation went on, and as i was leaving i say, "so when are we gonna go on that date?"
"oh yeah...whenever. we'll figure it out."

over the next few days, we did just that. we figured out when would be the best time for both our schedules (tuesday at noon...), and we decided together what we would do (make/fly kites...). it was all done rather democratically.

the day arrives, and it's a little too windy for kites. so, instead, we went and played at the mall for a little bit. then we played at a costume shop for a touch. after this we went to the pet store and looked at fishes and played with a rat. lastly, we played on the equipment at a park. yay!

all in all, it went rather well. there was a healthy amount of flirting that was spread around from either side. she's nice. i don't know...we'll see.

crap... v.7.0

i'm not sure this actually qualifies as crap...but anyway:

i'm pretty sure that if i wanted to...i could find myself married before this time next year. the dilemma being, do i want to? oy...

ps...just ask if you want more specifics. keyword triggers (for my memory, since we all know how well it works...): vegas trip, text messages

developing situation... part 2

so...i called her back...
things are good.
i'm happy.
it feels normal again.
my brain is functional now.
it didn't work for a couple of hours on monday...
ask my manager.
she's good...
i'm happy.
i'm trying to figure out how to get to boise in the next few weeks...
i think i can work it out.

help...

developing situation...

yes...
well...
things are going well.
you remember kami?
yes...
well...
things are going very well...
so...you know how i called her up the other day...in february...after like 5 months of not really having spoken with her...yeah?
yes...
well...
things were still okay...almost a little awkward too.
i wasn't really sure how to process that.
i should have expected that things would change after such a long period of time...but i didn't want them to...
it scared me.
so i didn't call back for a while...
yes...
well...
the other night i'm at work, right?
i get a text message.
i open the message without seeing really who it's from...
i'm floored...
who is this gorgeous girl in the picture?
i read the message...
and close the text...
kami?
back to the picture...
wow...
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wow...
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wow...
...
..
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that's about all that comes out.
i'm not sure how to react to this...
things like this don't happen to me.
and...
well...
wow.