killing me softly with [its] song

okay...i realize that i've been sucking it up lately at doing the whole "posting-to-the-blog" thing.

i almost care, too.

but i'm so friggin' tired!

and i'm behind in my classes, trying to figure out how little work i can do while still passing the class (which, if i recall, only require a D...)

and quite frankly, I DON'T CARE!

i really don't...

it's almost enough to concern me...but i can't be bothered.

i just feel dead and lethargic...and don't care about anything but laying in bed with my wife in my arms.

i think marriage is dangerous for this reason.

and i'm not talking in euphemism here. just laying there. doing nothing. watching a movie at the most. sleeping, maybe. but mostly just laying there. doing nothing.

i'm not entirely sure what brings up this deplorable attitude.

most likely a combination of things...acting together to form a synergistic super-power that is slowly consuming my soul.

i hate it when that happens.

post scriptum ad angelum

so... you'll probably never read this in the present life... but thank you kind angel, for that's what i esteem you to be, for the ride to the wilk, so i could get to my religion class on time.
:)
you're swell.